Stress factor
June 21, 2008
Filed Under Celebrate, Kallie, Offline, RandomHEYYYYY!!!
oh my gosh, I haven’t talked to you guys in a while. I’m so sorryy. My life has been stressful, and I really needed to handle it without the stress of online stuff adding to the pressure, and getting in the way.
but now it’s SUMMERR, and my life has completely de-stressed by probably, oh, I don’t knoww 80%? 90%?
END OF THE SCHOOL YEAR, was one of the main causes of my stress. Last minute assignments, tests, projects, everything basically was like piled on us getting us ready for final exams, making sure we’ve finished everything we need to. Studying for final exams, was another thing. I hateeee finals. Studying EVERYTHING you’ve learned throughout the year, is like.. not great. Going through pages, and pages of notes, reading through the textbook, doing twenty page back to back review sheets… wow. It’s a lot, not gonna lie. Besides that, you have recitals, and like stuff like that ending the after school activities you’re involved in. Eekk.
FRIENDS, okay, yeah, friends, classmates, people at school. They add to the stress. Especially when your friends are like completely over their heads swamped with stress about life, dealing with problems not school related, and then you’re just there in the sidelines just trying to be a good friend and help them cope. Eekk. Good thing we won’t be seeing certain people until BTS in September.
FAMILY, yeahh, sometimes they are amazing.. other times you just can’t deal with having them around because they can be so annoying, when you’re trying to focus on something. Or maybe they’re just weird?
This is why I love watching TV. You look at other people’s lives, like for example, in Gossip Girl. And then you just go “ohh man I’m so grateful my life isn’t like that.” It’s like, you love watching it just so you can be reminded of stuff like, “hey! maybe my life isn’t that bad after all.” It’s like, knowing that someone out there (IRL now not talking about TV anymore) is having a harder time to cope with things than you, it just helps you get through. And then you know.. it’s important to help others out too. Not judge. It gives you an all happy feeling inside. 
anyways, i really have to update WP because it’s been saying “Please update now.” for like forever now. ILYYY!!!!! and I’ll talk to you guys soon.
i’ve never realized
April 23, 2008
Filed Under Depressing, Offline, Random..How many problems a life could have until high school.
Seriously, it’s like before high school you’re like immune to the world, and nothing bad could ever happen except for that occasional kid who won’t share his toys with you. Well, that’s how it was like for my life anyway, lol.
I actually have to be thankful for my life right now, I have no real worries yet (yeah I worry about school, and homework, and being liked, but I have no real worries, if you know what I mean?), while I know lots of people, my friends, who are going through such bad times. I feel so bad for them, you don’t even know! I try to help them the best I can, like you know, the best a friend can do - help them study and that. Depending on their situation. But even if I try to help and just sitting back listening to what they have to say just makes me feel bad that I can’t really do anything more to help! It’s like, ergg, so frustrating sometimes, but I don’t let it bother me unless I’m with that actual friend and that actual friend is talking about stuff.
Ohh my. I miss you guys. 
Wish I still had the time enough to get online everyday, like I used to. Ahh well. Loveeee!
